What do u do we u r in love with two different guys and you dnt know which one to choose?

okay, so there r these two guys who im in love with.......i've been in an off and on relationship with one of them for 11 months....and the other i"ve been crushing on him for 8 months....i don tko who to choose...i wanna have both of them in my life but its not that simple....with the guy i've been with for 11 months, we've had good and bad time...but idk he can be kinda controlling and we have put each other through living hell....and the other guy, he's hella sweet and he says that im one for him...that im his one and only...and i believe hi...but idk wat to do....im soo lost...i need ppls advice like immediately.. leases help..